I am on my Jorney to be thin..Aim 57kgs.17ocm height.Blue eyes.Pale skin.Want to be one of those girls everyone stares at.sighs at.and says wow she made it.models in the magazine.runway beauty.i want this .modeling .feeling beautiful.not getting told im too fat.shut down.I want collar bones.Gap bewtween my thighs. Hipbones.Endless short tops.Mini shorts.Half cuts.wear anything.beach.finally swim.confidence and most of all find that one guy , the one Ill spend the rest of my life with and finally an happily ever after...